Karma Karma Karma, Karma Chameleon
Karma! That whole belief of
‘What goes around comes around’… that
‘Karma kills faster’! But how often do we ever see the zinging affects of Karma?
When someone has wronged you so horribly, so deliberately and so indefensibly without remorse for their actions, is it wrong to not only wish for Karma but to hope to be around to watch when Karma takes a bite out of that person? And when Karma finally does strike will vindication be served?
I recently found out that Karma had reached out and struck someone who had wronged me horribly, deliberately and indefensibly. And I felt somewhat vindicated. And yet I felt bad for feeling vindicated instead of being upset at what had happened to this person. As much as I would have liked to have been a heartless bitch and exclaim:
“Ha! That’s what you get!” It wasn’t in me to go to that extreme. I was happy enough to feel somewhat vindicated.
And then that Karma can be a fickle Chameleon Bitch!! My feelings of vindication quickly fizzled away when I found out that Karma had changed its colors like a Chameleon and blessed this same person with a gift that has eluded me all my life.
I don’t think I believe in the illusion of Karma. I don’t think I really believe that Karma kills faster. If it did, my ex-husband would be dead, or castrated and he’s not. And what about
good Karma for those of us who have always been the
good person, done the right thing? The good color of Karma hasn’t shined on me yet… I think Karma remains a fickle Chameleon Bitch striking and blessing randomly where she chooses.