<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener("load", function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=10315461&amp;blogName=One+Bakersfield+Woman%27s+Blog+to+Mankind&amp;publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_FTP&amp;navbarType=BLUE&amp;layoutType=CLASSIC&amp;homepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Fmatildakay.com%2F&amp;searchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Fblogsearch.google.com%2F" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" frameborder="0" height="30px" width="100%" id="navbar-iframe" title="Blogger Navigation and Search"></iframe> <div></div>
Photo by: N.L. Belardes
One Bakersfield Woman's Blog to Mankind
Monday, March 03, 2008
U23D


If you like U2, you will love U23D! It is truly a beautiful film... If you ever wanted to be close enough to reach out and touch Bono, you will be in U23D. I was captivated by U23D and left the theatre loving the U2 even more than when I walked in.

Labels: , , , , ,

 
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Sunday Bloody Sunday

Photo taken during the Zaca fire last summer from my front yard.

Labels: , , , ,

 
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Chaos, Music and Surreal Moments…
Lately it seems like I’ve been running at full speed. I’ve had so much going on I haven’t had a moment to myself. And thanks to the time change, every time I’ve sat still for a moment, I’ve fallen asleep. We only sprung forward an hour, but its taken me days to quit feeling exhausted.

My days have been filled with chaos, music and surreal moments…

I had a meeting with a lawyer that was actually positive and reassuring. Lawyers are not exactly my favorite people. No offense to any reader that might be a lawyer. But my experiences with lawyers throughout my divorce were less than great. In fact, I’ve spent a lot of money on lawyers with no real results.

So when I met with a lawyer regarding my insurance claim I was expecting similar treatment. But instead, I felt like this lawyer was actually on my side. Was he a champion for hire?

I spent an afternoon wandering the streets of Little Tokyo in Los Angeles with friends and ate really good Japanese food.

I got lost spiritually and found myself standing mere inches from Van Gogh’s Irises. I found myself in the brush strokes, the texture, the thickness, the layers, the colors, and the chaos and made a museum employee nervous by my proximity.



I experienced the same revelations when I encountered Monet, Degas and Rembrandt.

I felt small when faced with historical artifacts, sculptures and illustrated manuscripts. In the big scheme of life my existence seems insignificant in regards to history, God and religion on display in the rooms I walked but wasn’t allowed to touch.

I found peace in the architecture, gardens and spectacular California coast and Los Angeles city views at the Getty Museum. The solitary stone benches, the staircases, and the fountains felt like home. I could have stayed for days instead of hours.

Soon after finding myself at the Getty, I became Rock Star Struck.

I visited Hollywood, the land of movie stars, to worship at the feet of rock stars in the Viper Room. The rock stars in question are Los Angeles new wave rock band: World Wide Spies. I’d seen them perform a couple of times in Bakersfield, and I’m obsessed with their new album: Images of Black and White. It’s absolutely fabulous. But I was blown away by their performance at the Viper Room. The sound was amazing. World Wide Spies were bigger than life. I felt like I was front and center at an intimate U2 concert. And just like that… I succumbed to their philosophy.


Matildakay (lower left corner) Rock Star Struck by World Wide Spies

Having mastered the art of buying Police tickets online… I applied the same savvy technique and bought Harry Connick Jr. tickets. I may not have any vacation plans scheduled yet this year, but 2007 is already filling up with great music.

Bakotopia and their new compilation CD release filled my weekends with lots of great local music. Everything I ever needed to know about life I learned from a punk-rock song. What a sober realization.

I found myself in a deserted parking garage at midnight with bats flying over my head flapping their wings in a sinister fashion. An eerie omen for sure.

I fell in love with Something New and realized that love can be found in the most unexpected places if you just open your heart a little…

And Spring came early…

My life feels like I'm rushing head first into the fray like a blooming flower that I've neglected to water.

Labels: , , , , , , , , ,

 
My Photo
Name: Matildakay
Location: Bakersfield, California, United States

An inspirational, eclectic and often humorous peek into the life of single womanhood in Bakersfield, California and beyond...

More About Me...

Keep Moving Forward... in 2008

--------------------------------

Contact Me

Email
Myspace

--------------------------------

Google

--------------------------------

What I'm reading...

Widget_logo

--------------------------------

My Photos...

www.flickr.com
This is a Flickr badge showing public photos and videos from matildakay. Make your own badge here.

--------------------------------

39 and Holding... Him

Buy this Book I'm on the Cover!

Let's face it, 40 is the new sexy! And Phaze is celebrating with this sometimes hilarious, sometimes touching, and always passionate collection of mature heroines who set out to prove that once you crest the hill, you begin to pick up a little speed.

Features stories by: Robin Slick, Victoria Blisse, Fenner Jeckyll, Jalena Burke, N.L. Belardes, N, Missy Lyons, Shanna Germain, Rebecca Adamsi, and Belinda Franklin.

Add the book on Myspace

--------------------------------

Affliated With

Noveltown is an Indie Literary Press with a complete cultural vision of helping fuse California's Southern Central Valley arts into one community. Learn more about who Noveltown is here


"Building an art community out of a love for literature..."

Be Noveltown's friend... add Noveltown on Myspace

AVAILABLE IN PRINT FROM NOVELTOWN:

Lords: Part One
by: N.L. Belardes

The Noveltown Review
Literary Magazine

--------------------------------

Recent Posts

--------------------------------

Bakersfield Blogs

Amy's Musings
Bake Town
Bakosphere
Bakotopia
Bobblehead on Condors
Daddy in a Strange Land
Dalloways
Films in Bakersfield
I Love Clementine
Inevitably Keely
Julia Heatherwick - Art Speak
Julie Unplugged
Mexican on a Diet
Nuetral Zone
Paperback Writer
Portable Protocol
Rob Shock
Russo's Poets
Sonicrusk
Theatre Addict
Valley Scribe - Viva the Ill Press

--------------------------------

Lit Blogs

Lit Park
Metamorphoses blog
Nervous Breakdown
Ruined by Books

--------------------------------

Other Must Reads

A Life Less Convenient
A Little Pregnant
Average Jane
Bent Guy
Booksquare
Blurbomat
Critical Mass
Dooce
Everyday Goddess
Howard Owens
In Her Own Write
Lower Haight Holler
MER
Mighty Girl
Momologue
New Leaves in March
Out on the Coast
Pub Rants
Post Secret
Strange Truth
Sunset Stories

--------------------------------

Writer Resources

Blogher
BookTour.com
Georgetown University Books
Heyday Books
In the Grove
Metamorphoses
Noveltown
Phaze
Poets & Writers
Russos Books
Web for Authors
Writer's Digest
Yosemite Writers

--------------------------------

Bakersfield Culture

ABC 23
Bakersfield.com
Bakersfield Community Theater
Bakersfield Condors Hockey
Bakotopia
Empty Space
Flics
Fox Theater
Hectic Films
Mas` Magazine
Noveltown
Russo's Books
Spotlight Theater & Cafe
Terrio Therapy Fitness

--------------------------------

Categories

Annoying Cats
Bakersfield Condors Hockey
Computer Issues
Excerpts from my novel: Killing Cinderella
Hawaii Vacation: 2005
Music
Noveltown Literary Blogs
Noveltown Newsletter: Matildakay Redux
Physical Therapy
Poetry
Smalltown Girls
Sleepy Hollow Lane/Johnny Depp
Theatre, Art and Film
Wild Words from Wild Women
Yosemite Writer's Conference: 2006

--------------------------------

Archives

June 2004
July 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
October 2008

--------------------------------

Things to Ponder...

"When a life is over, the one you were living for, where do you go?" ~Anne Sexton

"Even Sunshine burns if you get to much" ~Veronica Shoffstall

"Why are we SHOULD-ing all over ourselves?" ~Sex & the City

"Don't waste the pretty" ~Greg Behrendt

"'Tis the business of little minds to shrink." ~Leonardo da Vinci

"The past is never dead, it is not even past." ~William Faulkner

"I just can't find the time to write my mind the way I want it to read." ~Wilco

"Out here on the perimeter, there are no stars. Out here we is stoned, immaculate." ~The Doors, from L.A. Woman

"Try and fail or fail to try."

"Keep moving forward..." ~Walt Disney

"The trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk more." ~Erica Jong

--------------------------------


Copyright © 2004-2008 Matildakay.com

--------------------------------

Add to Technorati Favorites